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how am i living
thats a matter of grt interest
this city is completely new to me
i have started to cook myself
but i miss home very badly
till now i dont know the meaning and purpose of my life.
this is all damn confusing.
perhaps i should stop thinking like this.

meri jaan

tum hi tum
najar ati ho har kahi
kisi aur se milne ka arman nahi hai
dil to apna bhi dhadakta hai magar
tumhare bina
usmein jaan nahi hai

today

today is Deepaawali
the festival of Light
i am here in Hyderabad
but i am sad

and as usual i will not celebrate it.
in fact i dont celebrate anything, without you all these are meaningless to me.

whenever i look back, and i try to find out what have i achieved till now…
i find i lost more than i gained
its a total loss
but i have to live with it, i know
i lost my friend and as Bryan said
“everything i do, i do it for you”
yes i miss you today my friend, and trust me no one can take your place ever, ever, ever…
i will like to be with you till eternity…
ppl. say forget it
but i cant simply cannot
i dont want to
and why forget you, you are still live for me my Love…
still living with me, always……..

:)

today one of my best friends said…
grow up, ppl. think tht u r still in +2.
ppl. will laugh at u
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i said:
i don’t care
whtevr is in my mind i write
and if someone thinks tht i am still in +2
then
then
then
i have been successful in my quest
I HAVE NOT LOST THE ORIGINALITY
i can still see the things in the way they actually are…

thanx

what a beauty

today my gtalk caption was, “tum yaad na aya karo”…

someone asked me “kaun”…

i tried my best to provide her details, but i really think she is much much more beautiful than this very humble attempt of mine to describe her beauty………

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wo sabki dhadkan

wo sabke dil ki tadpan

wo baadalon si natkhat

wo jheel si khubsoorat

wo motiyon si dhawal

wo kislay si komal

wo pankhudi si najuk

wo bachchon jaisi saral

wo shishe ka dil

wo desi Gulaab kiĀ  madhosh mahak

wo ankhon mein heere ki chamak

wo chehre pe sone ki damak

contd.

rains

rains, rains, lovely rains
water
falling from the sky
like silver chains……

myLove

this whole series of myLove title is dedicated to that only girl whom i loved, but she was so selfish tht she never cared for my feelings… but myLove it doesnt matter. i will in love with you for the whole of my life.

myLove

my Love
can u hear my Cry
without you…
surely,
i will die

myLove

i don’t like it here
my Love
i miss u more thn anything
now i am so clear…….

myLove

y r u sad
my Love
be content with wht u hv got
as, happiness is wht
tht is meant for us not……

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